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This hurts more than I expected. |
My memory loves you; it asks about you all the time. (Source: hellanne) |
Everything. I miss someone terribly and I can’t seem to get that person out of my head. I’ve attempted everything.. I’ve tried not thinking, I’ve tried blocking memories, I’ve tried hanging out with friends, I’ve tried reading, writing, listening to music, sleeping. But its like that person is everywhere. It sucks and I hate it. Because I don’t want to miss this person I want to see this person again. But when I saw that someone today, I couldn’t even say I word, I couldn’t even look at that person, I kept looking at my hands and I kept shaking. My mind wanted to say so many things but… They were embarrassing and they were things that person had already heard. I miss someone… and I wish they knew how much this is hurting. I guess I’m just not okay. |
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So I went from This to that in a matter of days? I don’t even know… ugh. I’m indecisive when it comes to my hair. |
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You know what I find interesting? I don’t even have an art style. But if I like someone’s art style I just literally study it and keep recreating the art style for about a day and the next day I’m able to draw that style. Maybe with a few tweaks of my own but still looked a lot like it… Unless its super complex, I have to look at for like weeks. I think its all about focusing on it. Usually watching the line art, sketches, or anatomy of the other person art style helps a lot. if you notice how they shape out the bodies and the rest of the facial or body features, then its like nothing. Or idk. That’s just what I do.
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MY HAIR EVOLUTION. Since Jan 2012 till May 2013. My hair is black now. :3 |